Saturday, December 23, 2006
Dragoon the teenager

Ah Goon, you turn 13 today. teenager already!!! its been a good 13 years hugging you to sleep and stitching you up whenever your seams open. a good 13 years of fun and comfort, never rejecting me when i need a hug haha! (not that you can.)
Don't spoil just yet, if not i can't sleep well.
12:20 PM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Some photos

"Happy Feet", a result of claire grabbing our feet with black marker in hand.

Happy flower, given by wenshan. brightened up my sad day. thanks. :)
Been feeling very, very down. it is when i hit bottom that i'm forced to be driven to my knees in prayer. but God is good, still staying by my side through all these, being patient with me as i go around making wrong choices in life, helping me up when i fall, comforting me when i cannot have what i want, and putting up with my complains and tantrums..
Lord, what is man that You are mindful of him? :)
7:57 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Casting Crows - Does anybody hear her
10:51 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
C is for Christ
i haven't done well at all this term.. as the results are slowly being released module by module.. i see my already-rather-low GPA being pulled down even further into the dark abyss.. with the jaws of academic probation open wide, ready to devour me.
*CLOMP!*
of course i am a little disappointed, but i've got very mixed feelings now.
regrets? no.
confusion? i think the bell curve really killed me so no surprises there.
helplessness? clearly my interest and competency in this course is eroding away.
uncertainty? very much. my greatest hindrance to studying hard is that i do not see a future in whatever i am studying now.
above all i just want to look back and see if there were areas where i have done wrong. i have learned a lot through the last term and this journey of discovery will continue. i just want to know how i can better glorify Him through these circumstances, and what kind of revised attitudes should i have towards my studies and ministry service for Him.
the C for labor economics is just the ignition of a spark of self-evaluation. tomodachi gave an A++++ for being a good friend though. haha! i feel very encouraged and appreciative of that.
Lord, what is Your report card for me at this point of my life? i just want to honor You.
11:30 AM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I'm too tired to blog. haha.
10:38 PM